nanti pasti..

menanti sepi..

sekeping hati..

menanti yang belum pasti...

 hati yang suci..

haruskah aku menanti 

atau terus mencari...

cinta..

kapan kau akan mengisi..

kekosongan diri

aku kini sendiri...

meniti hari...

tidak pasti apa yang ku nanti...

hanya ingin ketulusan hati...

* BFF *

tankz to my "sahabat" yang banyak membantu susah dan senang... moga Allah balas jasa korang... amin...

seronok ade membe yang giler, sengal n senget macam korang nie..ceria dowh hidup aku..hahahah otak aku pun mereng layan kerenah korang nie... kuikuikui...  

apepun... sahabat pada aku adalah mereka yang betol2 aku anggap sahabat sebab susah senang sama2...aku bukan la jenis yang mudah nak percaya pada org..  faham tak?? hahaha aku pun tak faham..tapi tak pe... janji aku tau ape yg aku maksud kan.. kuikuikui...

mereka yang bergelar sahabat pada diri aku adalah :  

"mAk CiK iLy"

hehehe ni my lalaink "sis ily"... die nie aku kenal sejak aku 9 tahun lagi... lame kan..sampai sekarang kitorang sgt baik.. die banyak tolong aku susah dan senag.. semua cerita aku banyak kongsi ngan die.. dah kawen dah die.. hehehe husband die pun cam die gak.. mereng lagi sengal.. hahah  dah ade anak sorang..yeay!! akhirnya.. lame gak dorang tgu nak dapat baby... akhirnya Allah anugerahkan dorang cahaya mate yg sgt comelz.. "licha" (Audra Mellisa)... heheh jgn anak pun senget cam mak bapak nye sudah.. kekekek jgn mrh sis...  aku kenal die mase aku pindah kat umah lama aku kat Quaters JKR bahau dulu.. org pertama jadi kawan aku die lah.. rumah pun sebelah2 jek.. nak di pendekkan cter aku penah gaduh ngan die mase kecik sebab jeles die ada kawan lain.. sampai nak bunuh tue..hahahha mengamok aku... wakakaka kelaka la kalau ingat citer dulu... sis... misss u so much.. kami sekolah pun ditempat yg same.. cume die adalah senior aku.. die tua 1 tahun dari aku.. heheheh.. nak cter mmg tak cukup r... byk kengan yg kelaka2 dgn die nie.. dr kecik sampai la sekarang hahahha... love u "kek na"  

                                                                     nOrLiDa "WiE"

haaaaa!!!! ni pulak name die NORLIDA...tp aku panggil die WIE... tak tau la apesal die boleh letak name die macam tue..so aku panggil je la.. dah biase dr sekolah.. die ni dulu aku kenal mase sekolah menengah beb... sekolah rendah kitorang tak sama.. mase mule2 kenal die aku nyampah ngan die ni.. kerek nak mampos.. konon2 bagos la sekolah kat bandar.. uwekkssss!!! poyo... hahahah budak2 punye pemikiran waktu tue... mase sekolah menengah pun biase2 jek.. tp ade gak buat bende2 nakal dengan die ni... ponteng sekolah jgn cakap la... even tak sama kelas..tapi kalau dah keluar tanduk...haaaaa!!! mmg nahas la... kekekek ponteng sekolah lepak kat sungai.. hahah makan kuaci.. palinG tak boleh blah.. kitorang boleh pergi bersihkan kubor pusaka sape ntah kat tengah2 utann kat sungai tue... hahahah siap bace kan Al-Fateha lagi tue.. aduiiiii kalau jumpe die nie mmg gabak2 la gelak... lepas sekolah kitorang terputos hubungan.. ye la kan... dulu mane la ade menatang facebook. my space semua nie... terjumpe die kat kl... hahahahha pas jumpe ape lagi.. gelak setan la.. keluar tanduk masing2..tak ubah2 perangai kitorang mase sekolah dulu.. die ni kalau cakap mmg terus terang.. tak de sembunyi n cakap belakang.. tu yang aku respect membe aku sorang nie..kalau tak boleh die cakap tak boleh.. kalau boleh mmg die okay jek... byk jugak tolong aku dlam membina kerjaya aku.. thanks geng... hope kita kekal sampai bila2..aku sentiasa doa supaya Allah kekalkan hubungan kita sebagai sahabat sampai bila2... 

                                                            "HALIM GENDOT" 

 ni pulak name die Halim... erkk sorry aku tak panggil die dgn name tue... sebab aku rase skema name die wakaka...opppsss sorry weh!! ngeh!!  dengan bangga aku meng-create name die GENDOT!! hua3... dan dgn rela hati die bersetuju (padahal takde kate2 setuju pun...) hua3!!...

aku kenal die baru jek sebenarnye..tahun lepas tak silap.. kalau nak cter macam mane aku kenal die sampai subuh pun tak habis story morry nye.. so aku pendekkan cter... die ni sengal lagi giler...perasan hensem... uwekkssss plz.... (padahal mak aku kate die ensem) suke la tue.. heh!!  die nie aku anggap sahabat sebab die pun macam sahabat2 aku yg lain yang banyak membantu dalam ape jugak situasi..susah dan senang...  die la satu2 nye kawan yg aku ade kat muar... sejak aku pindah muar aku mmg tak de kawan..sampai la aku kenal mamat boyot nie... kekeekeke !! kompom berangin mamat ni aku panggil die boyot!! memang pown..sebab die selalu perasan die taf!! heh... gelis weh.. hahahaha 

student lagi die ni.. kat perak... ijazah..aku dah ade PHD so tak pe tak leh challenge lalalalla~ 

die banyak bantu aku mase aku ade masalah dengan ex aku dulu AKBAR... tankz gendot!! ape2 pun lu memang gendot yang boyot.. hahahha

k-ReE n Buyong

yang dua orang ni pun sahabat aku.. hehehhe comelkan dorang... sahabat yang banyak mendengar n memberi sokongan.. tankz dude... sayang korang lah... dorang ni pun kawan aku mase sekolah dulu.. cume si buyong ni "( baju putih) aku kenal die lepas sekolah.. mase sekolah dulu tak perasan pun die.. huhuhu dorang selalu menceriakan aku mase aku sedih2 dulu... kawan aku kat bahau dorang nie la... kitorang ni same2 menuntut PHD cume aku setel dulu.. dorang lum habis lagi ...lallaallala~~ kan korang kan ?.. heheheh 

dulu aku rajin melepak dgn dorang.. sneak out dr umah lagi... haaaa jgn pk bukan2 eh... kitorang g melepak kedai mamak tgk bola tau tak... hahahahha seronok2... samapi pagi weh..giler la mak aku tak bising pulak kan.. kuikuikui.. tapi dorang berani... even aku selalu sneak out ngan dorang tapi aku terus terang kat family aku.. supaya tak de cter2 sumbang yg kedengaran...heheheh sampai mak ayah aku dah kenal dah dorang... kalau dorang dtg jek mak n ayah aku tak risau dah...mule2 jek..sebab aku suke sneakout malam2...hehehehe 

dorang mmg giler... hahahah banyak gak bende2 kelaa kitorang mase kat bahau dulu... haihhh rendunye ngan korang.... always b my bff guys!!! 

haaaaaa inilah sahabat2 aku yang aku akan kenang sampai mati.... sebab aku tahu sape dorang n dorang tau sape aku... untuk ade shabat pada aku bukan sesuatu yang mudah..kawan mmg ramai...sahabat tak seramai kawan... ape pun aku happy ngan sahabat2 aku... YEAY!!!!

ps:: errrr lupa lak.. sorry to gendot n kree cuz aku kidnap pic korang..wakakaka aku tak de pic korang la... kree pic kiter dulu ilang mase lappy aku kene virus..huhuhuhu 

ehehehehe (senyum kambing)

 

* it's aLL abOuT Life *

Just living is not enough.  One must have sunshine, freedom, and a little flower.  ~Hans Christian Anderson


When I stand before God at the end of my life, I would hope that I would not have a single bit of talent left, and could say, "I used everything you gave me."  ~Erma Bombeck


The purpose of life is a life of purpose.  ~Robert Byrne


The miracle is not to fly in the air, or to walk on the water, but to walk on the earth.  ~Chinese Proverb


I arise in the morning torn between a desire to improve the world and a desire to enjoy the world.  This makes it hard to plan the day.  ~Elwyn Brooks White


Life is simple, it's just not easy.  ~Author Unknown


A life without cause is a life without effect.  ~Barbarella


Here is the test to find whether your mission on earth is finished.  If you're alive, it isn't.  ~Richard Bach


Life's not always fair.  Sometimes you can get a splinter even sliding down a rainbow.  ~Terri Guillemets


The mass of men lead lives of quiet desperation.  ~Henry David Thoreau, Walden


I hope life isn't a big joke, because I don't get it.  ~Jack Handey


Life is a foreign language:  all men mispronounce it.  ~Christopher Morley, Thunder on the Left


Forgive, O Lord, my little jokes on Thee,
And I'll forgive Thy great big one on me.
~Robert Frost, "Cluster of Faith," 1962


In spite of the cost of living, it's still popular.  ~Kathy Norris


To live is so startling it leaves little time for anything else.  ~Emily Dickinson


Yes, I will try to be.  Because I believe that not being is arrogant.  ~Antonio Porchia, Voces, 1943, translated from Spanish by W.S. Merwin


Life is the hyphen between matter and spirit.  ~Augustus William Hare and Julius Charles Hare, Guesses at Truth, by Two Brothers, 1827


My life has a superb cast but I can't figure out the plot.  ~Ashleigh Brilliant


I say, if your knees aren't green by the end of the day, you ought to seriously re-examine your life.  ~Bill Watterson, Calvin & Hobbes


You fall out of your mother's womb, you crawl across open country under fire, and drop into your grave.  ~Quentin Crisp


As we struggle to make sense of things, life looks on in repose.  ~Author Unknown


I think I've discovered the secret of life - you just hang around until you get used to it.  ~Charles Schulz


Maybe all one can do is hope to end up with the right regrets.  ~Arthur Miller


Life is like a blanket too short.  You pull it up and your toes rebel, you yank it down and shivers meander about your shoulder; but cheerful folks manage to draw their knees up and pass a very comfortable night.  ~Marion Howard


Life is a whim of several billion cells to be you for a while.  ~Author Unknown


You can't escape history, or the needs and neuroses you've picked up like layers and layers of tartar on your teeth.  ~Charles Johnson


Life is a great big canvas, and you should throw all the paint on it you can.  ~Danny Kaye


I have a simple philosophy:  Fill what's empty.  Empty what's full.  Scratch where it itches.  ~Alice Roosevelt Longworth


Life is like a coin.  You can spend it any way you wish, but you only spend it once.  ~Lillian Dickson


We are born wet, naked, and hungry.  Then things get worse.  ~Author Unknown


Life is like a beautiful melody, only the lyrics are messed up.  ~Author Unknown


Life is a cement trampoline.  ~Howard Nordberg


To preserve a man alive in the midst of so many chances and hostilities, is as great a miracle as to create him.  ~Jeremy Taylor


Life... is like a box of chocolates - a cheap, thoughtless, perfunctory gift that no one ever asks for, unreturnable because all you get back is another box of chocolates.  So, you're stuck with mostly undefinable whipped mint crap, mindlessly wolfed down when there's nothing else to eat while you're watching the game.  Sure, once is a while you get a peanut butter cup or an English toffee but it's gone too fast and the taste is fleeting.  In the end, you are left with nothing but broken bits filled with hardened jelly and teeth-shattering nuts, which, if you are desperate enough to eat, leaves nothing but an empty box of useless brown paper.  ~The X-Files


He who has a why to live can bear almost any how.  ~Friedrich Nietzsche


God pours life into death and death into life without a drop being spilled.  ~Author Unknown


Life is what we make it, always has been, always will be.  ~Grandma Moses


I think everybody should get rich and famous and do everything they ever dreamed of so they can see that it's not the answer.  ~Jim Carrey


The great business of life is to be, to do, to do without, and to depart.  ~John, Viscount Morley, Address on Aphorisms


Who will tell whether one happy moment of love or the joy of breathing or walking on a bright morning and smelling the fresh air, is not worth all the suffering and effort which life implies.  ~Erich Fromm


My formula for living is quite simple.  I get up in the morning and I go to bed at night.  In between, I occupy myself as best I can.  ~Cary Grant


To live remains an art which everyone must learn, and which no one can teach.  ~Havelock Ellis


Living involves tearing up one rough draft after another.  ~Author Unknown


My grandfather always said that living is like licking honey off a thorn.  ~Louis Adamic


No man lives without jostling and being jostled; in all ways he has to elbow himself through the world, giving and receiving offence.  ~Thomas Carlyle, Sir Walter Scott, in London and Westminster Review, 12 November 1838


Don't think of retiring from the world until the world will be sorry that you retire.  I hate a fellow whom pride or cowardice or laziness drive into a corner, and who does nothing when he is there but sit and growl.  Let him come out as I do, and bark.  ~Samuel Johnson


Life loves to be taken by the lapel and told:  "I am with you kid.  Let's go."  ~Maya Angelou


Life has meaning only if one barters it day by day for something other than itself.  ~Antoine de Saint-Exupery


Why torture yourself when life'll do it for you?  ~Author Unknown

~ iT's All aBouT LOVE ~

"Sexiness wears thin after a while and beauty fades, but to be married to a man who makes you laugh every day, ah, now that's a real treat." - Joanne Woodward 

"An old man who marries a young wife grows younger - but she grows older." - folk saying

"Forgiveness is the final form of love." - Reinhold Niebuhr 

"My advice to you is not to inquire why or whither, but just enjoy your ice cream while it is on your plate." - Thornton Wilder 

"We never know we are beings till we love. And then it is we know the powers and potentialities of human existence." - Jean Toomer 

"Whoso loves believes the impossible." - Elizabeth Barrett Browning 

"You have to be very fond of men. Very, very fond. You have to be very fond of them to love them. Otherwise they're simply unbearable." - Marguerite Duras 

"Love is like quicksilver in the hand. Leave the fingers open and it stays. Clutch it, and it darts away." - Dorothy Parker 

"I am in love - and, my God, it is the greatest thing that can happen to a man. I tell you, find a woman you can fall in love with. Do it. Let yourself fall in love. If you have not done so already, you are wasting your life." - D. H. Lawrence 

"Love is an ideal thing, marriage a real thing." - Goethe 

"The question of love is one that cannot be evaded. Whether or not you claim to be interested in it, from the moment you are alive you are bound to be concerned with love, because love is not just something that happens to you: It is a certain special way of being alive. Love is, in fact, an intensification of life, a completeness, a fullness, a wholeness of life." - Thomas Merton 

"I have loved to the point of madness / That which is called madness / That which to me / Is the only sensible way to love." - Francoise Sagan 

"We learn only from those we love." - Johann Von Eckermann 

"Love is the only sane and satisfactory answer to the problem of human existence." - Erich Fromm 

"The three hardest tasks in the world are neither physical feats nor intellectual achievements, but moral acts: 1) To return love for hate; 2) To include the excluded; and 3) To say 'I was wrong.'" - Ernst Heinrich Haeckel

"What will survive of us is love." - Philip Larkin 

"And in the end, the love you take
Is equal to the love you make."
- John Lennon and Paul McCartney

Buah Hati Pengarang Jantung Ku..

ini lah buah hati pengarang jantung aku dunia dan akhirat... family aku.. dari atok sampai la cucu2nya.. akhirnya ade jugak gambar kami sekeluarga..bukan senang nak kumpulkan satu family nie..semuanya bz jek memanjang..lepas tue bila nak bergambar malu2 kucing..hhaha aku suke..yahuuu!!... keluarga aku adalah segala2nya.. nombor satu dan teratas.. susah senang kita sama2... gelak nanges kita pun sama2.. 

well let me story mory sikit tentang family aku..

aku ade 4 orang adik beradik n aku yang bongsu..manje gitu..hik.. hik.. 

yang first : Emmillia Bte Mohd Tahir

yang 2nd : Emran bin Mohd Tahir
yang 3rd : Emarita Bte Mohd Tahir

last : Emaliza Bte Mohd Tahir

ramai yang cakap name adik2 aku unik.. bermula dengan huruf "E"

kami sangat suke n bangge okay..jarang2 nak cari tau.. hahah riak pulak.. 

aku bersyukur sangat2 dikurniakan keluarga yang bahagia dan happy sentiasa.. sekarang aku dah ada 7 orang anak buah..huhuhu ramai tu... tapi kalau sekaligus balik..makkk oiiiii mmg riuh rendah la jawabnye..tapi seronok.. heheheh 

RaYa pErTaMa ...

waaaaaaa......... :(   boringnye raya hari nie..terperap jek kat rumah... adudududu.... giler tak best... selalu raya pertama dah riuh rendah dah umah aku ngan anak2 sedara aku..tahun ni semua balik umah mak mertua masing2..aku jek tinggal ngan mak n ayah aku... sangat tak best.. makan pun tak banyak.. tak de selera makan sorang2.. kalau tak sebelum2 ni sampai mengah aku makan... makan n makan lagi.. 


tadi aku makan kue bahulu jek.. tgk ketupat pun tak de selera..apesal ek.. tak meriahnye tahun nie..dah la membe tak ramai kat sini.. aduyai.. membe aku semua kat bahau..

 yang dtg tadi pun family maklong aku anak beranak ngan mak ngah aku.. masa atok som datang aku bantai membuta.. heheheh sorry atok...mengantok la.. malam tadi tido lewat..hik.. haih..apekah aktiviti yang menarik untuk dijalankan pada malam ini dan juga hari berikutnya??... plsssss.....

raya oh raya.... rendu sama akak2 n abg aku...cepatla korang balik.. waaaaa  :(

Salam Lebaran Aidilfitri 2010

Salam Lebaran untuk semua.. 

Diam tak diam akhirnya kita sampai juga ke penghujung Ramadhan yang mulia... muncullah Syawal yang gembira... semoga raya tahun ni akan memberikan kebahagian buat aku, keluarga dan dia... tiada apa yang aku harapkan selain kebahagiaan di dalam hidup..
dan aku memohon semoga segala pengorbanan aku akan tebalas dengan kebahagiaan walaupun perit untuk aku telan.. azam lebaran untuk tahun nie..aku ingin jadi  seorang yanng tabah dalam mengharungi perjalanan hidup yang penuh cabran dan dugaan yang selama ini aku tak sedar..
Salam Aidilfitri aku ucapkan untuk semua yang mengenali diri ini.. semoga kebahagiaan juga akan sentiasa disamping kalian... takbir ALLUHUAKBAR!!!!!!... amin...

"SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI.. MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN"..